My life might drastically change within the next year and I hope it's for the better. One of my best friends invited me to live with her up in logan for my senior year. Now the only problem is convincing my parents to let me go. I'm so sick of living here. The only thing that can hold me back is Lexi, Lindsay, and lindy (I love them and will miss them very much if I go.) But I will visit once a month anyway and talk to them all the time because we have the same service provider on our phones. I just want my parents to let me go. I turn eighteen in a year and the second I graduate I'm out of here anyway. but if they let me go for a year then I'll come back and go to school at slc and they'll get me for longer but I need some time away. I'm going crazy here. I need one place where I don't have to worry about what people think. I used to have that in my neighborhood but not anymore. not since all of the stupid drama. Linds and lex have kept me alive enough to pretend to be happy to everyone else but I can't pretend for much longer. I really just want to be anywhere but here. I really just need this if I'm going to survive. I've been depressed for too long. I need it to stop and this seams like a good solution. Even Aristotle agrees. He says that the only way to find who you are is to live away from home or something along those lines. I just need some time away. I'll come back but I want some time to figure out who I am.